I tried not getting attached to her but as a young man it became obvious .Beth knew it too, many times she would tell me not to get attached to her ,reminding me she was married and older.. There were tears in both of our eyes when we finished our last romp ,sniffling as we kissed and held each other tight. Even when she walked out the door I vowed we would find time to be alone again . I sat watching her walk naked away, I listened for her to start singing like she used to do to announce her happiness , but there was none. For the next two days I would come home from work purposely driving by Beth's house hoping to see her . I would sit at the picnic table in the evening hoping to hear Beth’s cheerful singing in the wind . I would go to sleep wishing Beth’s mouth was sucking my cock giving me a blow job to remember her by. I came home each night hoping to see Debbie’s car in my driveway but it was always empty. I sat down at the picnic table this evening and I saw a shirt. This betrayal by the woman I loved above all else really did affect me badly and it strengthened my resolve to return to happier times as a dominant male. I suppose I instantly put up barriers preventing women getting too close to me; and happily this worked for six years; where I admit I did go to town having sex with as many women as possible and not really caring for their feelings; something which now I am not proud of.The first woman after Lynne left me was Tracey and she was only just eighteen; three years younger than me. Tracey was afro Caribbean lady who had afro hair and large firm tits. She loved the sight of my white hands trying to encompass her large brown tits and always referred to us as a couple as coffee and cream.Her particular kink so to speak was to have anal and then suck my cock clean and then encourage me verbally to piss into her mouth; something she told me many times her ex husband had made her do and she had come to love it although she would never admit it.
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